Preparations got underway for my return back to Bangalore. Discussions were made and it was decided by Dr.Raja that I should consult with Dr.Bapsy at Bangalore Apollo (She was the former Director of Kidwai).
Since I had a colostomy and that needs to be cleaned by my better halh as I am yet to start doing it myself we planned to travel in First Class A/C Coupe, to avoid inconvinience to fellow passengers.
Once I reached home I was in tears looking back at the trauma I had undergone in the last few months. My bed and restroom brought back memories about the pain which I suffered. I believe it was one of the worst phase of my life and I pray that not even my enemy should undergo this torture, yes folks it was so painful and traumatic.
My kids were excited on seeing their parents and I could make out the difference in attitude in my kids especially my son.
I took rest for a few days and then planned on my chemo. My CEO was very kind in giving a platinum suite for my treatments. I also met the Principal Mr.Nair and discussed about my sone, he was extremely helpful and gave encouraging words.
Now that my children were taken care of I asked my wife to join college so that she could give her exams and get her MD. It was also nice that her HOD was very kind and understanding. She even made a visi and made sure that I attend her Christmas party at home.
I then started the chemo with the weekly Erbitux and the daily Xeloda. My pain and suffering was getting reduced and so was my CEA level. I also started working, though not as aggressive as before due to limitations in my health. I was also happy to have my colleague who was always ready to give encouragement and also be my side during surgeries and covering my OPD on days I was not able to.
After about two months Dr.Nisar visited our hospital and was kind enough to meet up with me. He went through my records and said that the surgeons have done a good thing and that though the margins are positive they will be taken care of by chemo and radiation. I was extremely happ since I was worried about recurrence in view of the positive/close margins. My joy was short lived as he said I may have to live with my colostomy for life. I was shattered and had a detailed discussion with him.
Once again me and my wife cried at the prospect of this and started wondering when my woes will get over.
My PET/CT and RT planning…
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